Nerding out HARD because I’m going to be on @theellenshow tomorrow. I genuinely have 89 knots in my stomach. This has been on my vision board for YEARS. And every year, when making a new one, I thought “should I keep sticking this on here?!” And I did. Over and over and over again. Plz allow me this moment to be a total geek. This means a lot to me. And I know this is something my mom has always anxiously waited for. I’m so happy I could make her proud with this. I’ve been doing a press circuit for @latewithlilly and I’ve been pretty chill but I was super nervous for this and I love that. My biggest fear is living a life where things don’t make me feel anything. I never want to stop being nervous. What fun is the roller coaster without nerves? Ah! Okay I’m done. Catch me being nervous and excited and a crazy person on Ellen tomorrow. Special thank you to #TeamSuper for always believing in me and photoshopping all those pics of me on Ellen. Y’all manifested this ❤️❤️❤️ and thank you to my @nbc family for giving me these opportunities. #SupportTheUnderdog (ps maybe I was supposed to act more professional and chill about this but OH WELL)
